What Should I DO?????

at the end i done it... but then is it really good for me?
i duno... mayb i oso did some mistake... n i know more about this...
so should i take initiative to apologize?
i duno... mayb i really easy to be influenced by others...
i have been thinking for this for whole day..
i am nw treated as out group.. from their action i know...
so what should i do??
take action or just leave it like dat??
really hard for me to make decision.....

TO END OF MY 1ST SEM^^

for so long i din update my blog ady... but then seem my frens r reading it .. so i m writing it...
come to the end of my 1st sem in degree... it's time for my final...
what do i feel?? i still can cope... just new things to learn... dun hv big problem in my study..
bt then big problem is around me since dis sem....
make me cnt do dis cnt do dat...
so angry with all those ppl who do not gv me drink water even dat is my things...
cnt cook bcz they r using it... nw they r delaying my time... my eating time...
make me oways not eat on time...
oways using my things... take my things for granted... without asking or taking care of it..
wan to move but cnt.. still need to stand dis for more than half year...
i will just continue to stand it until i cn move out...
n my poor frens... my family n oso my bf need to listen to my story everyday...
for me to express my emotion n feeling......
thank you so much!!!