weekend????

First weekend at kampar. What is the feeling of me now? Feel lonely?? May be. I seldom go out with friends as no 1 ask me to go out. Normal case for me. I used to it already since in secondary school. Never mind. I know I am easily forget by my friends. Therefore, I appreciate all the chances that can gathering with my friends. By the way, I am happy after saw that. haha. However, I not sure is that me, but still got possibility is me. So, happy also. Yesterday my sister ask me about him and I told everything to her. She know what happen between us now. May be after some times, I will tell my parents also. Now i am tired of waiting... When I start to wait like this. I din wait like this before. Please.. help me.. I dun want like this.. Please.. This make me suffer a lot... Just let me forget then enough already...