forget it~

First time for me to sleep at 4am. Actually I really not tired at all. Just I really cannot sleep. I tell myself yesterday will be last night for me to worried about that. Now he know what my decision and hope he can live happily without me. I not sure if I really can forget this , I just will try my best not to rely on him anymore. May be really because of his friends, I not dare back to the past. I really suffer a lot as others don't know about this. They may think what I done all are wrong so will be my fault all the time. I don't like this. Back to the past will just bring me back to such life. Now i feel satisfy with my life and without stress. Thanks for my friends who accompany and care about me last night. thanks a lot. Friends are always better than love.. need to correct a bit... is true friends..