Ghost~

so long time din feed my blog. many things happened within this period of time. i done my radioplay and critical thinking presentation. i gt my math test, sociology and economic test. my math not bad. my sociology manage to get full marks. i also wonder how i can do that. my economic not so good. never mind. i will try my best in final. actually i don't know if friend really important. but may be like this i will know who is really my friends. got 1 friend now. actually he got chance but i worry too much. i know he will not suit to me. our background not same. although our personality almost same , this is the main problem. we think things at the same way. i will get mad when he not care me. and he just a selfish man. he not what i want. but why i still cannot let him go. he is the only 1. although he hurt me , i still cannot hate him. may be we are really same as me also will make people suffer like this. and now i know what the feeling now. i remember last time i manage to let him go but he find me at last. i think i should find ways to let go him. i don't want like this anymore. this few days raining at night. the whole night. may be is because of ghost month now. i back to him last saturday. i don't know this is right or not. but what i want is just i cannot find someone else that treat me better than him.