Just left 2 more subject.. then my exam will over.. and is near and near to that time... I really hope that the time will pass slowly... better stop there.. but I know it's impossible... what I can do is just appreciate every second... May be I am too greedy and do not know to appreciate what I had now... I know I still can get it back but I just don't want to hurt you anymore... so I just respect you... yesterday having a short talk with him... but at the end I didn't get anything except disappointed... May be is my fault again for not appreciate and being too greedy... I know... may be I just have to be alone... and cannot think so much anymore.... May be study is the only thing that will accompany me always.....