May be we really cannot forget someone easily... this is true... May be at first we shouldn't know each other.. May be that time I shouldn't go there.. May be I shouldn't serve you... If I didn't then all this will not happen... At first I am so happy to know you.. I just treat you as 1 of my close friend and I thought we can maintain like this forever.. but.. now... we no longer friend.. I still remember that you say you and me are not friend anymore.. If that day is me reply you ... what will happen now?? May be like this also good.. At least you found someone that love you... Both of us are gemini.. so I know what are you thinking.... I just want to be your friend... but at the time you want more than that.. I know at the end we will be like this... this is not the first experience for me... By the way, I still will view your facebook and I have delete your number as what you want me to do....

School reopen already... today is my first day go to class for this semester... such a boring day... haiz... lecture class so boring.....  By the way, I need to concentrate on my study and enjoying my study life... no more holiday... May be I should keep my mind from that things... so that I won't think anymore.... haiz... so hard for me to forget.... I scare I will do something wrong again...... god bless me!!!!

now my problem had solved... so happy now... feel satisfy.... hope what I have chose will not make me regret... travel to kl with my kk for 2 days.... so happy... haha... such a nice trip..... n now he back to work already.... I am still holiday now... next monday open school already.... and the boring life will start already.... feel scared... I don't want back kampar!!!!!

Holiday~

Holiday now... but the first day of my holiday .... started with sadness.... when I receive that news... I really so sad.... I am so shock and cannot believe what I saw.... But I know I need to accept that reality.... that cannot changed already.... I think so much today.... May be I should let time choose for me.... choose the ending for me.....

Finally my exam is over..... just now celebrate with friends..... so happy..... my holiday start already.... I hope I can have an unforgettable holiday.... I hope so..... Now he said something hurt me again....at the time I disappointed and don't want bother anymore... he said something and I know... relate to me.... he got something that I don't know..... Just because of this... I can smile back and feel happy.... I really don't know what happen to me..... how come I will like this..... I really hate this kind of me.... really hate.... I want to be getting out of such bad feeling.... I don't like this......