exam~

week 13 is coming.. all mid term test ended.. this means final is coming.. time really past so fast.. semester 1 want already want end. i think i should start my revision now..plan my time well so that i can score in my exam.. my target is scholarship... i want it so much.. if i can get my dad won't have to spend so much for my study.. i think i should leave all matter around me  and concentrate... may be is real i shouldn't think about love problem anymore.. if is me that will always stay with me.. if is not then what i do also will be the same.. this weekend... will be the time for me to study... i hope i can do it... Gambateh... recently i just realize that i shouldn't miss class... every second count... all that i have pay for it... i cannot waste it... i remember i didn't miss any tuition class because my dad had paid for it... even go school is free i also attend everyday.. so now i attending economic although my friend didn't.. Just need to be alone.. but i need to use to it.. as now i am in university and this is university life....

last presentation for sem1~

today i finish my last presentation. However, the ending not good. I have prepared myself well but what i get at last just talk 2 sentences only. because time up already. and i m the last presenter. so i cannot continue already. Just leave it. Not my fault also. Is just because we din prepared well only. i dun know what i am thinking now. How come i can love another guy and that is not my boyfriend. i have shared this problem with him and i know is not fair to him. but may be is me selfish. he treat me too good until i cannot let him go. for the guy i love really sorry. may be we are same so i know what will happen if i together with him. i will be treated not as good as what my boyfriend did now. i know he will hurt me. i prefer the one who treat me good instead of someone i love. may be i will regret but i really scare i will miss someone that good to me.

Ghost~

so long time din feed my blog. many things happened within this period of time. i done my radioplay and critical thinking presentation. i gt my math test, sociology and economic test. my math not bad. my sociology manage to get full marks. i also wonder how i can do that. my economic not so good. never mind. i will try my best in final. actually i don't know if friend really important. but may be like this i will know who is really my friends. got 1 friend now. actually he got chance but i worry too much. i know he will not suit to me. our background not same. although our personality almost same , this is the main problem. we think things at the same way. i will get mad when he not care me. and he just a selfish man. he not what i want. but why i still cannot let him go. he is the only 1. although he hurt me , i still cannot hate him. may be we are really same as me also will make people suffer like this. and now i know what the feeling now. i remember last time i manage to let him go but he find me at last. i think i should find ways to let go him. i don't want like this anymore. this few days raining at night. the whole night. may be is because of ghost month now. i back to him last saturday. i don't know this is right or not. but what i want is just i cannot find someone else that treat me better than him.

辛苦～

从星期一到现在。。还在伤风。。很辛苦。。喉咙痛不能好。。算了。可能迟点会去买药。。那些人终于尝试到那种滋味了。。虽然我知道我这么想是不对的。。可是他们这样对我的时候是那么的得意。。现在让他自己尝尝那种滋味。。那只是报应。。而且害他的人不是我。。。。我真的不想再信他了。。口是说没有。。可是却做了出来。。他以为我不懂。。还叫人宝贝。。恶心。。这种虚假的人。。。满口谎言。。虽然我并不想跟他。。可是他怎么可以这样对我。。我要报复。。让他尝尝那种滋味。。。。你等着吧。。。。

累～

这几天好忙。。 那天星期五skip了一堂课回安顺。。星期六就出去买衣买鞋。。晚上就赶着出去了。。这次的观音诞的宴会我叫了威豪。。我有想过要叫他。。以前有这么希望过。。可是现在关系不同了。。我知道我不能这么做。.昨天要交economic assignment。。星期天晚上时才做最后的工作。。我什么都不懂。。就什么都不会。。一做就做到五点多了。。我好累。。第二天睡到十点多。。早上那堂课我没去。。还好最后还是完成了。。虽然不懂分数怎样。。可是至少也有做完。。昨天还有数学测验。。还好不会很难。。我还有精神。。晚上时去讨论今天的presentation。。我好累。。快要倒了。。可是我还是要做完我的东西。。一点多回到家。。立刻就睡了。。今天也skip了数学。。没办法。。为了presentation。。今天表现得不好。。虽然心没跳很快。。毕竟我面对百多人也不怕了。。只是是说英文。。天啊！我英文那么差。。还是豁出去了。。现在还有ct 和 economic presentation。。还有radioplay 和 report。。考试要到了。。好怕。。。。希望我能把全部都做好。。。。加油！！